tuesday edition because i’m busy
Hrm. Haven’t been pacing well lately. Need to sort that out. Fucking exhausted.
In good news, I had my first appointment with the new psychiatrist yesterday. A pleasant experience, which hopefully bodes well.
I was on two Boeing 787 flights and made it back to type about it. No problems. However, I have to admit I was irrationally nervous since all the whistleblower reports on the 787 came out as I was checking in for the second, a 10 hour direct journey.
So I got that going for me, which is nice.
weekend before last, my little dog jean went to an agility competition. she didn’t win (or even qualify), but she ran a whole course! she hopped of the dog walk halfway up, probably because she got spooked on the teeter during a practice session the other day.
loki (aussie) will be competing in four agility runs this weekend, so fingers crossed that goes well.
echo (border collie) is doing really well in her canine good citizen class. she has her test in a few weeks, and i’m confident she’ll pass with flying colors.
i was house/dog sitting last week, and the dog killed a squirrel right in front of me the first day i was there… so that’s a new one. owner said the dog has always chased squirrels, but that’s the first time she actually caught one. 😳 (the dog is fine, up to date on shots and no injuries from the squirrel, despite being bitten.)
i finally found a primary care provider. basically been putting it off since we moved last year, but my knee has been bothering me lately (training up for a week-long ride in july), so i knew i needed to go get that checked out.
This weekend I was on my first (this year) multi day bike trip. Let’s just say that I am super tired after these 275 km this weekend. But it was amazing maybe next weekend i will do something similar if weather permits.
ohhh! where did you go, if you don’t mind me asking?
Bratislava it is really underrated and undiscovered city.
Still waiting around for that post-winter mental health rebound to show up…
Are you taking enough vitamin D and zinc? Zinc gave me an unprecedented mood boost!
Trying to recover from ending a couple bad friendships and the fallout that cokes with it
Congrats on ending them though, that can be a super tough thing to do!
Going great, having some issue with my new 3D printer but nothing that won’t be solved with a replacement part or three (fucking prusa MK4 expansion joints, impossible to source anywhere but from the prusa site and they strip easier than a desperate sex worker), but regardless of that my relationship with meghan is progressing very well, we moved onto the ‘i love you’ stage after she accidentally blurted it out after I gave her a gift and we both kinda just rolled with it.
She also left this very cute note after our last date for me to find when I got back from dropping her home. So life is great right now, I start my job this coming Monday too.
Had to drop a lot of money to get my car fixed this week. RIP my bank account, RIP my soul.
I’m so proud of myself because on my new meds I finally managed to get my bum into first gear and close a whole bunch of tasks, including for my work. I’m simply giddy to try out a lot of fun stuff too like go into nature, the city, visit the cinema and play some games :)))
I’ve got a stack of mail that has actual weight, and that actually has lower prio than a whole bunch of other things. So go figure!
I’m considering to make a gofundme to deal with all the financial issues and related anxiety.
Depression or ADHD?
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Congrats on finally getting on meds. I’m glad they’re already getting you going. :D
Thanks, I’m especially happy that I finally managed to finish my move. There wasn’t a corner without a chore and now it keeps surprising me how much space there is!
And here I am with half of my stuff still in totes after half a year of living in my current place 😅
In my defense proper furniture costs money and I’m stuck paying for electrolysis until AugustDon’t you have any second hand stores where you are? If you’re poor they sometimes even give discounts.
And on a lot of websites you can get stuff for free as long as you go and pick it up. And you can always shoot them a message to ask for it for free.
Trouble is I live in the middle of nowhere so it’s rare for me to find local listings for stuff. I do have a thrift store conveniently located right next to me, but they seldom have furniture. :(
Granted, they do still have furniture on occasion, I just need to do a better job of looking for it!
You can actually tell them about your situation and they can keep an eye out for you, and maybe even reserve something and call you. These places are there to support people and are happy to help.
That… might actually be smart. I really can also just do a better job of checking, since I only have to walk like 30 second to see inside the garage area where people drop stuff off.
This week has been busy, but getting to listen to music high is my favorite pass time and rn I’m vibing
We have had to make the decision to euthanise our old boy dog, which will happen tomorrow. He is such a gentle and loveable thing and making this decision has been so hard, especially as mentally he is fine. He has been struggling with his hips for a while and the walks have been getting shorter and shorter. Even with pain killers he is struggling. He’s too old for prosthetics or an operation the vet advised that the deterioration is happening faster, so rather act now before his life is too painful and uncomfortable.
So this is making the week a bit stressful. But other than this, the weeks is going fine. Have to focus on the good.
My condolences :(
Thinking about a life path change. I’ve been studying IT for so long but I just can’t get into it, I enjoy computer stuff as a hobby but I can’t really cope with the amount of mental workload studying for certs and keeping up to date and how cutthroat/competitive finding a job is in tech.
So I’m changing path a bit, it’ll be less income but I’m looking at maybe starting to work at a phone store nearby just as a regular employee, I’m sure it’s still pretty competitive but it’s a simpler less stressful path I think.
I talked about this later on in the other thread, but I came out to my sister (probably the one member of my family who isn’t completely deranged), and she was super accepting! We met up again the day after for Easter at my mom’s, and she gave me a bag with a bunch of her old clothes and some extra makeup stuff. 🥹
That’s so lovely! It’s such a great feeling when you know someone’s in your corner, huge bonus if they give you cute hand-me-downs too!
That’s wonderful!
Still hemming and hawing over attempting a career change into being a Digital Court Reporter or something else, but my current workplace is gonna have a probably good leader soon who can maybe turn things around… so maybe I’ll kick the career can down the road further…
First day of Eid here and I happened to twist my foot while getting out of the shower. Hurts. Tried to play Command & Conquet but man…i have never really gotten into RTS games and strategy making.
